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I'll be ur cheap novelty blow ur brains out on me
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[21 Jun 2005|08:05pm] |
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this week is taking forever to end, i wish it was the weekend already so i could be in moorpark i miss everyone so freaken much no one knows, im pretty sure im going to cry my eyes out i dont want to leave again but things could be worst i love you guys and i cant wait to see you <3
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[15 Jun 2005|10:54am] |
were on a break ...
MxRider0411 i been thinking and i like you alot but im not sure if i want a serious relationship with anyone right now
MxRider0411 :but at the same time im not sure if i wanna give you up either
MxRider0411 : so how bout we take a break untill i can figure out wut i really want
MxRider0411 : maybe its cuzz i know that when we ge back together its gonna be a really long time
suprisingly im not as upset as i usually am maybe its because he said he sitll wants to be with me since we broke up once and got back together maybe it will happen again or i realized even if we dont Ill be fine, like lin said we got through justin and matt, i just hope things work out I really love him.
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[10 Jun 2005|12:20am] |
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[03 Jun 2005|10:19pm] |
hungout with anthony joe and robert all day today. i love hanging out with them seriously they always make me in a better mood. They make me laugh so much its the best. Tomorrow they have to babysit for a birthday party and sunday they are going fishing but monday me and anthony are gonna hangout so thats good. He makes me so happy i love him.=]great day today. I miss my hizzlebam so much. ew if april starts anymore shit im going to kill her if she trys to hangout with us again im gonna beat her ass.
goodnight <3
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[19 May 2005|09:00pm] |
awww be jealous =]
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[29 Mar 2005|09:53pm] |
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so anthony asked me out tonight =] it was cute im sooooooooooooooooooo x a billion happy. lin got her hair cut its way cute mm that is all <3333333333333
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| why cant i feel anything from anyone other than you </3 |
[29 Mar 2005|02:37pm] |
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so last night was possibly the best night i had in forever. i got so drunk and all that fun shit ahahha. went over to ryans with lin stephanie and britany. cameron matt bobo kenny samantha jake april and andrew were there it was alot of fun. kinda had a reunion.. lol that what everyone was saying. i love those boys so much seriously they are so funny =] i love it. we gotta all hangout soon <3
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[27 Mar 2005|12:35pm] |
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L i n z e e e xo (12:34:02 PM): lol
L i n z e e e xo (12:34:06 PM): serious
L i n z e e e xo (12:34:09 PM): i was like really
L i n z e e e xo (12:34:24 PM): we thought you hate her cuz of justin
L i n z e e e xo (12:34:33 PM): and she was like im soooo over that!
L i n z e e e xo (12:34:37 PM): and i was like ohhhh
hell has officaly frozen over, and cows can fly
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| to hell with you and all your friends </3 |
[09 Mar 2005|09:43am] |
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today is my birfday =]
kodi and wonka called me this morning and it made my day i love you gurls soooooo much <333333333
sonny, andres, nathan, jenny, stephanie, andy, andrew and chris called me when they were at school and sung me happy birthday and all talked to me. it was the best.
i love my friends
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| lets compare scars and ill show you whose are worse </3 |
[23 Feb 2005|12:04am] |
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Havent hungout with Lin since Friday i still dont know whats going on with us. w/e it makes me sad when i think about it.
Saw Anthony and Joe and Robert and Wallmart tonight wow it was so good seeing them they looked really good. <3 you guys
The last few days have been pretty good i guess, went shopping yesterday and today at the mall. got 5 pairs of pants, 7 shirts, 3 sweatshirts, 2 cds , new shoes, new make up, 3 belts, 2 new posters, 2 new tounge rings and a lip ring, underware bras and spray at victoria secret, got my nails done, thursday im getting my hair cut and colored and sunday im getting my stomach re pierced and my uper lip pierced. and i get to get my tattoo in 2 weeks =] sooo nothing really to comaplin about lifes been good.
i hate guys, all of you go to hell you make me so miserable.
All I want is an apology for what you did
And how you treated me.
Get me far away, or at least as far
as this car will take me.
Tell all your friends about me.
oh p.s i hate myspace its being gay and wont let me sign in f it!
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| iv'e thought it through and my worst brings out the best in you ♥ |
[06 Feb 2005|10:50am] |
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mmmk so this weekend has been good. =] spent it again with hizzlebam durrr what do you think?
friday
we went to michaels and hungout with andrew and amanda and raymond and all of them. we played poker it was so much fun! we didnt know how to play at all lmao but it was me and lin and tj andrew and ses that played... raymond was helping us out lol b/c i had no idea what cards to trade in. yea lin won =] we got CRUNK wif it and high o man it was great we had to leave at 11 so andrew droped us off at lins and we went to sleep at like 1.
Saturday
woek up early and went into town with lins mommy and daddy... we went to get the car washed and then to the mall. eeeeeee! we saw the hott guy from hot topic again hahahah hes so freaken hott i love it. mmmm we took pics form that booth lmao i look so funny in them its great mm then we went to ryans to hang out with matt and bobo and cameron but we didnt get htere till 1:30 and then we went to sleep at 6 and had to wake up at 8 omg crazy it was good seeing all the guys but it was weird =/ you could tell i ono but im glad we got to all hangout i miss those faggots.
today
superbowl party at lins =] eeeeeeeeee i think cameron and ryan and them are commign over after he gets off work and after they go riding. and yea mmm maybe moe? but i ono.... mmm well that is all
me and lin have been together for a month =] lmao hahahahah yep yep
im out. ksweet ♥ ashOleeeeeee
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| i fucking love justine ♥ |
[27 Jan 2005|08:31pm] |
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lmao justine always makes me laugh we have the most random convos hahaha she wanted me to update about her so here it is _____
( hotttt stiney =] )
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[24 Jan 2005|01:39pm] |
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mmmmmmm.... so i have been hanging out with lin since last teusday and we have been tigether ever seince then mmm i love hanging out with her. i never get sick of her or anything its great. i love you so much bootface. hizzlebam for life ____ 45 DAYS TILL MY BIRTHDAY EEEEEE IM EXCITED =] we are gonna get so CRUNK. we are going to....
 tour on march 31 in long beach =]
( here are the bands that will be there )
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[21 Jan 2005|11:07pm] |
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mm tonight was ok. im happy i got to see kodi i missed her. i wish we could hangout more. whatever im done.
( about me! )
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| one more cut and everythign will be fine <3 |
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mmm im bored i havent seen lin in a while or talked to her that makes me sad. shes the only one that i feel comfortable talking to with my problems. we relate in so many ways. uhhh this weekend was so boring i wanted to kill myself. firday did nothing... saturday mmm robert told me i should go to anthonys so i could hangout with everyone but im scared of there grandma lol and john m. invited me to his kickback but i had no one to go with so thats a negative. started world history in school oh joy *sarcasm* i hate it & school teusday. someone shoot me ... mmmk well whatever im done.
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| i wish i was beautiful so youd want to save me ♥ |
[13 Jan 2005|08:44pm] |
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wow ive been thinking alot lately, and i really miss everyone in moorpark so much . i cant believe it it makes me so depressed to realize that i will never get to walk to class with everyone and sit at lunch with them... ditch class lmao. smoke in the bathroom with stephanie.. its so sad to know that everyone that has been there for me for the last 5 years i wont beable to spend the best years of my life with (high school) . i wish i could go back and at least say bye to everyone im so scared to go visit. ive had oppertunities but im so scared to go see eveyrone i love and have to say bye . i guess in a way im trying to make it so i wont have to deal with this and maybe everything will be fine but im just so scared. i hate change and i know things have been going alright here with my new friends and everything... i just wish i wouldnt have to live so far so i could still me close to everyone. i feel like im going to be forgotten and theres nothing i can do about it... im just gonna fade away , i think about everyone everyday and hope you guys do the same. i dont know what id do with out you seriously you guys have been there through so much shit its because of you im where am at. im truley so greatful you guys have no idea ♥♥♥♥ i will never forget all the wonderful times ive had even though i complained about how boring moorpark is and how much i hate it... ive had some of the ebst times there and met the best people ever. i love it.
the few true i miss and love dearly
jenny, amanda, april, step, jamil, kevin, juliet, bridgette,justine, michelle, jackie, christina, stephanie, cassie, nathan, kyle, pat, beto, scott, brandon, andrew, nick, chris, jeremy, michael, raya, tasha, katie, jonny, alfonso, arielle, david, ashlee, ryan
everyone else i love you guys thanks for everything. ♥
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happy late new years everyone!!!!!!!!!! wahooo anyways....
this weekend has been great... new years eve was awesome went to a party at ryans with lin. justin. matt. moe. bob-o . kodi. wonka. kenny. cameron. candice. ryan of course. chad and some other people. man i got so CRUNK with it lmao it was great. i had alot of fun with everyone xspecailly lin. moe. wonka and kodi omg ilove you gurls you make me laugh so much. i spent the night there after everyone left with justin. matt. bob-o abd ryan b/c i wnted to spend time with justin.
saturday
woke up at 8 b/c of kennys dumbass being loud knocking on the window. matt and kenny left to matts hosue to work on his bike. and bob-o went to his house to pack and get things ready so it was just me justin and ryan for a while.. then at like 10 the guys got hungry so we went to burger basket to get food... then we went by matts so they could jump the jumps for a while... we went back to ryans ate and hungout for a little. then at 12 justin had to go see ricky so he dropped me off at lins... went to see ricky and then he was going snowboarding till 11 at night =[ it sucks i couldnt see him. then moe and sarah came over it was fun we all just hungout . then kerry came and picked up sarah it was ncie seeing him and matt came over to hangout. we droped matt off at like 10:30 and came home and passed out.
sunday
woke up ate... figured out what to do lol then we went to amandas house and hungout thre for a while it was good seeing her again i miss her. then my mom caleld so we had to go back to lins house we got home ate.. went on line the usual. i had so much fun with you hizzlebam i love you! it sucks all the guys went to vegas today to go riding and shit and they wont be back till teusday = [ man im gonna miss justin it sucks... but things are going really good with us i love it.
( here are some pics from new years! (taken from moe and wonka <333 hope you guys dont care) )
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| this entry goes out to lin! |
[02 Jan 2005|06:01pm] |
lin you are my best fucking friend i want you to know how much you mean to me. im so glad i met you this year you have no idea how much you have changed my life and made it better in so many ways. you are my sister you mean the fucking world to me and i wanna thank you for always being there hizzlebam for life! you are the bestesterest lmao. i love you so much bfflnmwh ♥!!!!
i love you hizlebam!
moe wonka kodi i love you gurls so much i had a blast with you!!!! you gurls are the best <33
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